WAW told me she doesn't want to be married pt3

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My question is how do you let go? This is someone that you have a history with and children with. I will see her for the rest of my life. Now it will help when I clear the rest of my stuff out of the condo and also when I have my own place. This way I don't have to go back there at all unless its to drop kids off. But even then I am thinking of asking her to come down and get them.

Yes I thought about giving her the book but I know its not a good idea. Just something that goes through my head because there is logic to the book and she is not thinking logically at all. Which also goes with her mindset.

I know I am a better person and I know I have my ups and downs I also know that I have become the spouse/husband that a fool would leave. Now question is is she this fool.

Yes I am trying to hold onto what we have. If at least one of us fights for the marriage then maybe there is a chance. She is lost and confused I can tell. Last Friday we spoke about our taxes and the assessment for the condo. I told her I mailed in half the assessment for the roof. She was panicking about the money and how we will pay for it. I was calm and told her it will get taken care of just like the IRS will be paid.
She posted on facebook a comment it was another one of those days. Someone else answered to go to the beach. She then responded yes beach with alcohol. Since she has been with OM she is looking for all her answers in a bottle it seems. Now not when she has kids thankfully. But he drinks so she has too as well. Its sad really.