Starsky - I have been, more in the past, fearful of turning my w away. I was always fearful that she would walk away for good. I was actually believing My w's vile being spewed at me. I think I have come to that point when we, LBH, realize that we will be OK. It has taken we a while. But I actually believe that now. Fake it til you make it. By the way the weekend was great. No drama. We as a family watched a movie "Marley and me". My w, kids and I were all taking turns crying. My w seemed to be taking it little harder. The kids were trying to comfort my w. It has been a while since I have seen my w show any emotion. I don't want to get too optimistic. I need to stay the course.


H 37
W 38
M 11
T 18
D 4
S 10
Bomb 27/11/2010
Separated still living in the same house 1/1/2012
No D Papers No Separation Papers