Detached, but not Broken-a diary of a LRT

[Broken74]

Closing in on a new world record! One week no contact by me whatsoever. Did get the car payment from her with a little stab, she just signed her first name on the return address of the envelope like she intentionally left off our last name although it's all over the check.

This really does get easier each day that I don't have contact with her. It will be interesting to see how and when she eventually reaches out to me because I am certainly not going to reach out to her in any way.

I haven't thought about what she's be doing or with whom and I think I have made great strides in detachment this week. Although it was not the path that I was wanting or planning to be on, it feels to good to be on a path at least. If she were to come wallowing back at this point I can safely say that ship has sailed and I will no longer be interested. I have decided I will be civil, even though her actions honestly don't even deserve that.

So I continue to GAL and have a great time, things at work are busy which is good, and I continue to work on myself to make me a man only a fool would leave (although I'm not worried about the W at this point). On a side note on 15 more Domestic Violence classes for me to attend prior to my record dismissal thanks to her blatant lies she penned to the police because I busted up her affair.

It is very hard to come to the conclusion that an intelligent, driven, successful guy as myself, voluntarily married into white trash. That's what I did and that's why I am here. I was suckered in by a pretty face and some off the charts sexual moves and glossed over a lot of red flags and negatives as a result of that. I should have never married this woman, and it has cost me dearly. She pushed extremely hard to get married, and now I see why, she got what she wanted, and now she's out. Such is life, but nothing like this will ever happen to me again.

So don't look once folks, look once, twice, three times for making that leap because you may end up with a snake like I did. Good luck to all in your respective sitch's!