Never Ever apologize for doing what you feel is right to save your M. You haven't been an @$$ and you don't have anything to be ashamed of. In fact, you should be proud and say so.
"I am debating about giving her the divorce remedy book."
Terrible idea.
"I have read through it and honestly have no idea what to do with it."
How about following it?
"At least she could use it for her work."
Um yeah right. You just want her to read it. Save it for yourself.
"I think I said all the right things and have been saying and doing all the right things. I don't understand it. Where is the logic?"
If you continually do something just to get a reaction, you aren't doing it correctly. You do it for you and to change for the better.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.