(((gunny))), so sorry, even tho we all expect it, I'm sure it's so difficult to actually take that step.
I have no advice other than move at the pace you're comfortable with.
From my meditation book for March 25th: What if we knew for certain that everything we're worried about today will work out fine?...What if we knew the future was going to be good and we would have an abundance of resources and guidance to handle whatever comes our way?
...What if we knew everything was OK and we didn't have to worry about a thing? What would we do then?
We'd be free to let go and enjoy life.
Enjoy life, my friend
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss