Well my goal was to remain dark while he was away this weekend and really enjoy my time alone. For the most part I did, and the kids were wonderful. We had some fun times together.
But my next door neighbor, who doesn't know the sitch, thought it would be funny to text H last night telling him there was a party at my house.
So not knowing this, H was texting me into all hours of the night "what are you doing" or "why aren't you responding to me"
I had no idea what they were about and went to sleep. This morning I got "are you ok" so I finally responded and found out what the neighbor said.
H also sent me a private message through FB saying "I love you and miss you" last night. That was a hot button for me because that was how he was communicating with OW. It made me wonder if other messages were going out along with mine last night. I don't like that feeling at all and need to shake it.
H is on his way home now, and I am leaving for my support group picnic. A fun day in the park. Kids are headed to the gym and then baseball practice. I'm a little nervous about coming home tonight and what the tone will be but I will be ok, no matter what.
