Husband left me...feel hopeless

[hopingandpraying]

I'm trying to give this time and myself time, but I do have such high expectations for myself that I should be better now and moving on with things better. I'm not sure how long I can endure the 'pushing away' and lack of response from my H. I feel like he's going to continue to push away until I finally break.

The thing that gets me is that he agreed to seeing each other once to twice a week and now he's backing down on it. He works nights, so it's not like we have many options to get together anyways.