Just checking in. Not much is happening at the moment. I feel a bit sad today, and I really miss my H. We used to watch DVD's on a Saturday and now it's my and my cat. I just miss doing the little things with him. That's all.
Hi YC
I hear exactly how you are feeling, been feeling the same way myself the past couple of days. When you miss the little things, that seem so huge. Some days you think that, just one genuine hug & a 'how's your day'? would be like winning the lottery. Sometimes I feel like asking this person who is pretending to be my W to take off, so that we can pull ourselves together and be happy.
This is hard, but it's so worth it. I know that deep down for me it might be a long shot my W giving our M another go, but I'd take those odds over any sure thing with anyone. I wish someone would have given me the DR book as a wedding present now - seriously!!
YC - keep the faith, keep your MC going and keep believing. I'm going to keep believing that it will happen and that we get that second chance to be happy with our WAS's.
Every day is different & you never know what tomorrow will bring - stay positive - you're doing great!!
Bill
Me 34 W 32 D 9 S 6 M: 9 years T: 12 Bomb: 02/11/12 EA/PA: 12/17/11 - ongoing Moved out: Oct 2012 Joint Filed for D: 2/11/13
