Mornings are always difficult for me. Waking up with the realization that my H Wants a divorce. That our home will more than likely be put up for sale and our kids will have to endure being split between us. My H wants to be amicable and remain good friends but I just dont know how I can do that. I am trying to detach but it aint easy. I dont follow him around the house, I don't call him unless he calls me first, I dont initiate conversation and try to be upbeat and cool and positive and happy. The GAL is difficult because he has been gone at least part of the weekend every weekend since December. I try not to sit around the house and get the kids out but it is hard since my D is young and needs naps. Finding a sitter isn't always easy either since I have no family around. Seems like a good reliable sitter is never available on a Saturday night.
Trying to get over the emotional roller coaster is not easy. I hate this feeling.
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
