She is still full steam ahead with divorce. Things have been more plesant, she as been acting more "normal". She is taking kids away and not communicating well, I just act like it doesn't bother me. I'm going to see a personal trainer and take working out to next level. Took down pictures this morning, did laundry and cleaned house, everyone is still asleep and I have been working for hours. Died my hair blond (for a 180). Meeting with her attorny next week. Still just looking for time and some sort of opening on her part. Spent an hour this morning skimming through Divorce Remedy book and trying to read relivant sections.