Should mention that last time I saw H and he, with tears in his eyes, said all he wanted was to be forgiven, he also said that he's dealing with his issues. He believes that they stem from a lack of confidence because of his dyslexia. I said I think they're deeper than that, but he disagreed so I said OK. Wasn't going to have that argument with him.

Maybe that's progress, but there is absolutely no way you make the choices that he has because of lack of confidence. He's holding something back in a major way. I wonder if something happened to him as a child. But I'd never know because he never, ever, ever talked about his past. As I've said before, gaping black hole.

me 45
H 46
T 5
M 2.5
BD Sept 6 2011
OW Sept 8 2011
Threw him out Sept 8 2011