The "ugggh" I guess is because I just want more, but I know I'm not getting that right now.
Sorry, I should have explained the finances better. I checked our account to make sure all money had been deposited for both of our jobs and his check was less than it normally is and I just wanted to make him aware, because when he picks up his paystub, he never looks at it. He always just shreds it. He seemed surprised that it was lower and said he'll have to look into it. I just said "just wanted to let you know and have a good night at work." He said "Thanks" and that he'd give me a call later this weekend. (which I doubt, but whatever!)
I am trying really hard to focus on me, which I have become a lot better at doing the past 5 weeks that we've been separated. It's just so hard because I just want him around.
M: 27 H: 28 T: 8 yrs M: 6 yrs Sep: 2/18/12 (I have no feelings for you!) EA/PA Uncovered: 2/26/12 H introduces OW to his fam: June H moves ALL stuff out: July
