Backslid a little today. I picked her up after going out with girlfriends last night and she was drunk and acting strange. Didn't say anything and we just went to bed when we got home.

This am I picked up her phone and noticed she had a FB IM from OM (they aren't friends anymore on FB). "I miss u, etc..."

After she woke up after sleeping it off, I confessed that I saw it and asked her about it. She was shocked and said they haven't had any contact in 2 months or so and she didn't know about it. I told her I was sorry for snooping and shouldn't have and asked her what we should do about it. She said she'd ignore it and I should too.

I said ok and I'd move on but that it was my fault and it opened old wounds again. It is my fault for snooping, but she didn't act mad and I told her I loved her and would let it go and she told me she loved me back which she hadn't done in a long time.

Even though I backslid, I finally handled it rationally rather then flipping out and causing another fight over that jacka"@

M 43, W 40
T 22. M 14
D 14, S 9, S 8
DD 11/21/11
Retrouvaille 4/13/12--and the healing begins as we begin a new journey together!