I am feeling your pain in your last post. I am so sorry for what you're going through today. It really is the best to be able to come here and blow off some steam, isn't it?
I have to say that no matter what anyone here says, YOU know what is best for you and your situation. If you're not having a good feeling about something, I would not discredit that.
I know all of this stuff messes with your head and is emotionally draining at times and it really is ok and normal to have these emotional lows. This is where you build strength. I hope and pray for you that your situation will take a turn for the better soon.
Hang in there...
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.