Four days no contact and I can definitely tell I am finding I am turning the corner. Every friend and family member that knows my sitch is extremely happy with my recent train of thought change. How can I love, honor, and respect a woman who refuses to show a single thimblefull of respect for me. I've came to grips with finanicial losses I have taken by my decision making, that is going to be a 180 I take forward in the future. Any woman who is going to interested in me is going to be for me, not by what I have or can provide. Those days are so over. Looking forward to Friday being over for an exciting GAL weekend. And when I've been here today I don't even dwell on her or my sitch, which each passing day and can see this is certainly going to get eaiser. Don't know if it's the meds or just my general change in attitude but I feel better now than I have in the past seven months, when I was at my lowest point Tuesday and Yesterday.
Thanks again to all of you for your kind words and advice, you are all the greatest and I wish the best to each and every one of you.
me 38 W 30 T 3 M in 05/2010 Separated 08/2011 Stephchildren (all hers) SS17, SS12, SD8 I filed 8/27, she countered I filed response 9/5 Anxiously waiting on the judge!
