Today was a good day. I have been working on using all the amazing coupons and offers I get from companies by email/alt universe. Today I had lunch a Chili's with a free dessert. Nice break for me.

I went all by myself and enjoyed it! I also spent $50 at Office Max and will get a $50 gift card from them. Which I will use toward a new sewing table as someone liberated mine.

I then had a doctors appointment. He told me that I can keep taking Ambien to sleep or I can get smart and get myself out of the painful situation I am in. He suggest that by sitting back for so long and not doing something to help myself I am stressing myself too much.

I do know the stress is bothering me. You all know that yourselves. I am tired of always feeling like I am about to pop!

Then I went to the gym to lift weights. Followed by a grocery store trip and home to meet the kids/grandkids for a family dinner. I had called my DIL this morning and told her I needed more moral support from them, to spend some more time with me.

Thankfully she understands. So they left at bedtime. So I got through another evening with H and no talking. I am bothered by his shaving off bis goatee.

He looks like his old self, and it makes me want to talk to him. I have steeled myself not to. He only sent one text to OW tonight, that I saw.

Tomorrow I do yoga in the morning and then have the Art & Flea sale. I packed up some fun random stuff to go with my indigo wear. And my best friend and I are bringing our hula hoops. Some other gals brought theirs last time and us 50 year olds need to represent!


Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
D final 9/12
Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!