Didn't get much sleep last night either. I feel like God is using my dreams and subconscious to give me some guidance, but I'm not getting it. That makes me sad. Gonna do some praying and meditation today. Been slacking there. I also need to actually start working through my anger. Because I'm definitely leaning toward the angry and bitter end of things these days.
I've downloaded some books that I need to read. Started reading After the Affair, but started getting mad all over again about H's A, and stopped reading. I think I just need to let the anger come, and move through it as I read the book. *shrug*
