Broken, if it's time to go, it's time to go but I'm going to challenge you first.

It takes 2 people to make or break a R.

Are you leaving because you've figured out you can't change your W and you choose not to change you?

You said yourself you've used alcohol to deal with your uncomfortable feelings. Now that you aren't actively using, those feelings are going to surface a lot. What are you going to do about that?

How do you think your next relationship is going to look if you don't work on what causes that discomfort, uneasiness, shame that's deep inside of you?

You've probably heard, that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over expecting different results.

Ring a bell?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss