Ever since I had the conversation with him on Sunday evening he has been more open with me. More friendly. So I guess in a way our relationship has improved. Although for some reason he feels the need to help me look for places to live, which makes me feel like he is pushing me out. And it hurts. I think perhaps he is doing it out of guilt. It is hard to hide my real emotions from screaming out. It is hard to act "as if" when you have just been punched in the gut.
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
