Keep it up, and post it here, or in my txt... Just keep it where it should be, and not towards him.
(Starsky made me cry w/that post about crying into a towel. And, look at him now! You have two of us (at least) posting to you from a place of happiness, w/totally different outcomes. I'm so glad you have the benefit of the advice, coupled w/your ability to USE IT!)
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.