I am starting a new thread because the last one was over 100.
I am journaling mainly, because I am at times confused by H and need to post here to avoid responding to him.
I know it was the fact that I asked him to leave the home, coupled with the tragic death of his coworker. I can see why he is doing what he is doing but I find it so confusing at times.
I just got a text from H: I need to tell you, no matter what happens to us I love you. I always have and always will. Ian didn't get a chance to say that to his family today. I am really sorry for the pain you are in. I don't need a response, I just had to say that.
So I have not responded and don't intend to, it would do no good. He is clearly scared, probably for a few reasons.
One thing that stands out to me is the fact that he says "the pain you are in" and not the "pain I have caused you".
Just posting here to busy myself for a minute and move away from the phone.
