I haven't talk to my husband since 13/03/2012. So it's been officially a week since we talked. I feel much better. I am not attached to by mobile phone waiting for him to call.
I have changed my routine at the gym (have been attending to classes for 4 years, now I workout using weights). This has helped me meet new people. It boosts my confidence as well! I now know that I am still attractive and that whatever comes I will be fine. Just one day at a time...
I do not want to date anyone new, I am just feeling empty inside. I miss companionship... This is my greatest fear. I am afraid that I will jump in a new relationship just to fill that gap...
For the last few days I am staying at my parents' and it has helped me... I need to find myself again.
Yesterday I have realised that I have never lived an adult life by myself. H and I were always together... So now is the time to focus on myself. Focus on what I want to do...
Regarding GAL I am planning of starting wind surfing lessons! I have tried once 6 months ago and I think I will follow that sport... I am arranging outings with my friends and enjoying myself. I am still attending to italian lessons.
Well, that's it... back to work
Me: BW 30 Him: WH 31 T 12 years, M 3.5 No kids OW 27 single ex co-worker
Bomb: 13/07/2011 S: 13/07/2011 - 16/09/2011 H came Home 16/09/2011 Dday: 01/10/2011 H left again 23/11/2011
