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I have to say that I've thought about this, and I just don't know any more.


Forget the marriage for now, it's over. I know that's painful but it is for all intents and purposes. Is there a chance that that might change? Who knows?

What I see is you twisting yourself like a pretzel trying to figure out what will have an impact on him. That must be torture every day. I'm so sad for you.

How can you change things around and live your life as a happy, strong woman and mother?

What goals do you have for YOU outside of your marriage?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss