Get some help....you may feel different about this up the road. Broken, its really pretty simple - you need to take car of you. Get some help and forget the W even exists right now. No relationship is worth losing your sanity. Remember, a H she would be crazy to leave? Well get to it...no more excuses.
Me: 44 Bomb: 11/27/11 Divorced:6/12 Life goes on: 6/13