Hugs to you Barely... I had a similar episode on Sunday and am having your same feelings and am right there with you. Keep your chin up and and have a great trip with your kids! :-)
me 38 W 30 T 3 M in 05/2010 Separated 08/2011 Stephchildren (all hers) SS17, SS12, SD8 I filed 8/27, she countered I filed response 9/5 Anxiously waiting on the judge!