Truthfully, I know it is more my problems than hers. I don't even really think it is a problem for her at all. That said, it would probably be in my best interests to let it go. Somehow I have to accept the fact that she thought I was out to "get" her in this process - even if that wasn't the case.
Not sure if this will come up in MC or not - we don't have another appointment on the calendar, but should probably get one soon.
In the meantime, I have been enjoying the time that we have been spending together - and I have told her as much. It is like getting to know her all over again. I find myself being as nervous around her at times as I was when we first met. Still, there has been no indication that she has withdrawn the petition for D. It's so difficult for me to balance that with the fact that she wants to take another crack at IVF.
I don't want to say to her "we need to figure out what we are doing before we going any further down that road" because I don't want to put pressure on her. At the same time, I know we are quickly coming to a point where it will HAVE to be addressed. I can't be a part-time father to TWO children. And I don't think she would want that for herself, either.
