Hi Rick, I want to stop thinking about her and my sitch... But I can't, I have plenty of GAL activities but every idle cycle of my brain drifts to this. At work it's especially bad. Despite all of the bad that has happened and all the I'm done's that I've said I still want to reconcile with her but I don't see that's ever going to happen... I know that I will be fine but this situation is so hopeless and I would give my left arm to fix it but that's not going to help.


me 38
W 30
T 3
M in 05/2010
Separated 08/2011
Stephchildren (all hers) SS17, SS12, SD8
I filed 8/27, she countered I filed response 9/5
Anxiously waiting on the judge!