Detached, but not Broken-a diary of a LRT

[Broken74]

Just venting... Damn, 24 hours of detachment and it feels like the last 7 months have been all for naught and I'm starting this entire ordeal over again. I cannot get my head around the fact that I have been treated this way and I still love this woman, It makes absolutely no logical sense at all. Zero sleep, can't focus at work, can't eat either. Maybe I'll drop 20 pounds in the next two weeks to be at a good playing weight for basketball season.

5 months and 8 days before the divorce can be filed. It is quite possible I will end up in a padded room before then, because I still sit here and pray that something changes and she will come back to me. I think I would be better off buying some lottery tickets.

I guess in a way I am being forced to DB now, 24 hours is a start right? lol

Good luck to you all in your respective sitch's!