taking the time to watch the wave

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((((BF))))))

I hate to hear this for you. That is something very hard to hear. It may not help right now but remember not to believe the things you hear the WAS say. Most likely they have their own issues that they refuse to deal with and the crap that comes out gets directed at you to avoid them having to look at themselves.

Anger is so natural for all of us. If you're not happy with how you dealt with it, just let it go. Its over. Learn from it what you can and move on. No one does this perfect.

I believe you have great strength! Its exhausting to have to use so much after losing what once was a source of strength now turned into somethign that syphons it off of you. But you still have strength. You are a great mom and you are still standing. Your sadness and tears won't change that you are capable of getting through this and even learning ways in which you will grow.

I believe that our sitchs are not God's plan at all. IMO, its the hard reality of free will. When people choose their own path over God's, people get hurt. If we all chose to forgive, love, communicate and deal with conflict effectively, this board would not be needed. But we're human and we get off track and distracted in the moment. I don't believe our sitch's are what God intended for marriage at all, but I do believe he will use them to help us, grow us and live stronger lives if we are open to it.

Be safe in your travels. Just remember you've got friends that care.