Case of the Mondays today. Last couple of Mondays, I've been coming home, feeling absolutely destitute. I was going to go to a Yoga class tonight, but missed the turn, and just kept going--kinda sad. Anyway, when I got home, I went for a walk in the nice weather, I kept going past places in my town, and remembered the fun had there with my wife and daughter.
My wife cancelled the Amex Card in my name--I guess it wasn't a big deal, since I wasn't using the card anyway. But it just felt like one more thing for her to sever.
We are however, having dinner over at her place tomorrow. I called her briefly tonight, she didn't have a good day either--I over taxed her by asking her once to many times what I should bring. She said, "Honestly, I don't want to do dinner tomorrow night, but it's fine. I've had a rough day, and don't really feel like making decisions right now, blah, blah, blah." I let her go after that. My d sounded good. She spoke to me briefly about the vegetables she had been eating, etc.
I still feel like I'm making progress, but I was a little saddened by what she said. Perhaps it was just bad timing. I called them during dinner.
I need to get a life I guess, but you know--and this I think is really true--It's not as easy to get a life once you're separated. The finances are much tighter. Going to a Yoga class costs $15.00 and that would go a ways on my food bill. I've been living pretty much pay-check to pay-check--blah blah. It's a lot of excuses I know. But honestly, what am I supposed to do on a Monday night?
"Things are never bad; it's the way you think about them." -Epictetus
