Mnky... Welcome to purgatory (that place where you feel like you cant move forward or backward) like you said: just kinda here.
Dont beat yourself up about having a melt down, you're only human (well... More mnky than human) but you're allowed to change feelings and rethink choices..... I wish our WAS would take advantage of the ability to change their minds!
You aren't alone... Plenty of us here to keep you company
M-31, H-31 T-9, M-7 S-6, s-20mth sep 8/1/11 ILYNILWY 11/29/11 Creating separation papers. Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12 H moves out 1.20.12