Detached, but not Broken-a diary of a LRT

[Broken74]

Thanks Yas and 25, I greatly appreciate all of the valuable feedback.

I appreciate all you guys points and think they are spot on. I found out this weekend by her admission that my W is still engaging with the other man. I've decided that that is unfortunately a deal breaker for me, and told her I will be filing the divorce papers in August. I am done being the fallback for someone who holds 0 respect for me.

So I'm going to continue working on myself, but this one can be considered another marriage to put on the garbage pile. She was so incredibly cold and callous I think it's time for me to admit to myself that I was just a stepping stone and have beeen played this entire time.

Ces't la vie right? I'm going to start another thank you thread that will be last one. I greatly appreciate you guys feedback obviously you both took a lot of time to write it out, and I greatly appreciate that.

25 you may be right in that I was just fighting to win, because either I don't love her enough to continue with all this nonsense or I just don't want to play anymore. I really feel bad for my stepchildren, God only knows how many other men are going to drug through their lives...

Thanks again to all who have read and responded, I wish you more success than me. :-(