(((bf)))

It does, doesn't it? Feel like too much, that is.

Originally Posted By: barely floating
Some days I really wish I could start over. Not give up the kids but just knew where my life was heading. Some days.. It just feels like too much.


I struggled (still struggle) with this a lot and then finally came to the conclusion that I already had control of where my life was going.

I was just waiting for the OK from someone else.

I then realized that the green flag was up to me, if H caught up to me he did, if he didn't, that was out of my control.

It's a daily decision to keep moving forward and not lag behind waiting for someone who might never show up.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss