Mornings are hard for many of us around here. Don't fight the sadness, fear, anger accept your feelings as a part of you but then move on.
It does get easier. When I get in that place of wanting to control the sitch, my H, I just keep repeating, "I can only control myself. What H does, H does. I can only control myself." And then I work at being the person I want to be regardless if he's in my life or not.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
