Divorce....with a side of crazy...

[imthemom]

Cant sleep tonight..its been awhile since ive been up in the middle of the night worrying about the situation...
I ran into STBX and his ow yesterday morning sitting in the starbucks drive threw. It totally threw me for a loop...have been in a funk ever since. For the past month it seems like everytime I leave the house I run into him or her or both of them together and Im not sure if I can keep dealing with that.

Cant believe its only been 4 1/2 months since I found out about her..feels like a lifetime. 6 1/2 since D bomb and when I think back on my life 8 months ago it just boggles my mind. Life can flip on a dime.....some days I think Im still in shock, others I think I never really had the life I thought I had and the last 19 years have been a complete sham..

just venting, not sure what the point of this is other then to get it out of my head so I can sleep..

hope everyone had a good weekend..