Just journaling a little here......

I may have goofed, but if so it was an accident and PROOF I am really detached.

Evidently my H shaved his silly goatee off Thursday morning. And I quit getting up and seeing him off this week. And Thursday evening he was telling me to get the house tented while he was gone, and I noticed him smile, but was too annoyed to pay attention.....

I didn't notice my H had shaved off his goatee untill about an hour ago when we were playing a family game of Scrabble. And none of the kids noticed either. And he told us NO ONE at work noticed, and that he had given a briefing to a large group on Thursday.

Funny, because he said so many people had complimented him on the goateec. If so you think someone, anyone, would have noticed it being gone. He looks 10 years younger without it.

I think I didn't notice because I have been trying not to look at him when he is near me. It hurts me to see him. So I actually look away. So that is a pretty good job I've done of detaching....... Or I am going blind.


Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
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