I don't know the answer Ray...but sometimes we just have to let it ride with the will of the universe.
Indeed. I think that is where I am now. Since this past Monday my feelings have evened out a bit. Not angry, not sad, just kinda of here? I still love her and I don't think I can replace her yet. Despite all her (and my) issues, there is still something profound between the two of us that is beyond explanation.
I find it curious; if I had come across another member posting what I have on my sitch I would have yanked - out the 2x4's and gone medieval. Thanks for your patience with me - all of you.
Me: 44 Bomb: 11/27/11 Divorced:6/12 Life goes on: 6/13
