Quick update. We have mediation scheduled for April 10th. I am meeting with a lawyer to discuss the process as recommended by the mediation judge. It seems that the divorce will become a reality soon. My W is determined to go through with it, even though she says she doesn't know what she is doing.

The legal side of this process is really upsetting my W. She hasn't spent any time with her lawyer, and is finding out that she won't be taken care of financially by me for very long. Threatened that if I ever wanted to see her again I better "make it right".

Sometimes it feels as if I'm a bystander watching a train wreck in slow motion.

Thanks again for all the great advice, this forum has helped me through some dark times. Still more to come as well.

Lost in Alaska