Oh mindfull, you know better than that Not gonna happen!!
25 I wish that I could say they were 180's for him, but sadly it is what he does after he has done something wrong. It is what typically worked for me, to let things go and forgive him for whatever it was.
It is making it difficult for me to keep my focus, obviously he knows my buttons.
This morning he offered to bring me coffee in bed, and I politely declined. He made me breakfast and I thanked him.
He is working on the landscaping today after not touching anything around the house for a year. He fixed two doors last night too. For the past year I have had to hire handymen to do minor things (painting, yard clean up).
He hugged me this morning and then apologized and said "i will give you the space you need"
He also said "you are ignoring my calls, texts and emails and I don't know how to speak to you when I see you after you have ignored me all day" I responded that I am just trying to heal and I need the space to heal. He said "i understand"
As he was leaving to run errands this morning he invited me to go with him tonight. He is meeting some of our friends at a pub for dinner and said "you are welcome to join me" I politely declined. He said "I am around all day in case you change your mind"
I am making plans with a girlfriend and going out tonight. I have a great new dress that I am dying to wear.
He has already texted me while getting his hair cut. How in the world can you go DARK when he won't stop?
I can't help but feel sad that this is the person that I wished for before, but I have to keep reminding myself of the way he has been treating me for a year.
Not gonna happen!!