Last night I really did feel like I was starting to detach from my despair of the situation and thought only of what I needed to do. I feel like a load has been taken off my mind, because I wasn't worrying about W not wanting me or what she was doing. I watched a bit of crap TV had a beer and had a good night sleep. We still haven't formally seperated yet, but things are different and there are new unwritten boundaries. W wants to help me by transcribing interviews for my dissertation and me not have the added stress of moving out before all my work finishes. I think there is still a lot of love there from her side - but I know that the advice of detachment and stopping to try right now is the best advice I can take. I don't feel like I'm giving up on our M - I feel like I'm taking a new road, which with your help and support I know I can get there. I know I'll be there at the end of the road - and that's enough right now.
Me 34 W 32 D 9 S 6 M: 9 years T: 12 Bomb: 02/11/12 EA/PA: 12/17/11 - ongoing Moved out: Oct 2012 Joint Filed for D: 2/11/13
