Its different in a way. I know everybody here, including myself, thinks I am being impatient. I am. I honestly try to look at this objectively and give it time. Nevertheless, its gets so very taxing when I think about waiting and what I'm waiting on. Do I even like this person right now? Right now, no, yet there is still something there that draws me to her.I think I fell into the "let me fix this" trap.
Ray - no matter how long our sitches have lasted we are all driven crazy by our confusion over what standing for M actually is. All these thousands of posts between us all and all of us are still dumbfounded...but we are all moving to peace step by step together, while our WAS's stumble around like zombies. I don't know the answer Ray...but sometimes we just have to let it ride with the will of the universe.
Oh well, what else would I be doing? I mean except for dating super models, solving decades-old cold cases, and curing cancer.
Such a total mess when it comes to my sitch this week. "That's it I'm done with this crazy Bytch"; just to be followed a few days later by "geesh, I sure do miss her still." Only saving grace - she has not seen my bad attitude this week. Sure got a boat-load of hers though.
Ray - I only know of your W through your posts and so forth however I keep thinking she's not done with you or her sitch. I don't want to across as some DB seer, but it really does strike me that way.
