Purg, thank you for your feedback. At this point, I do want to R my M. I wouldn't forgive myself if I just walked away without even trying when things got rough (even though H already has). Granted, I won't stand forever, but for now, I have nothing but time.
I know I need to do something about my anger. I don't think I can realistically "do" therapy again just yet. But...I do like the idea of journaling and meditation, so maybe I'll start there. I am also going to be looking for books on releasing anger. I know people have given suggestions on certain books, so if anyone has specific books they recommend, let me know.
I totally get your forgiveness analogy. I get it, Purg. *smirk*
It wasn't harsh at all. Just straight from the hip like normal. ;-)
