we went to breakfast, we laughed and talked alot, well mostly he talked and I listened..ultimately he said the start for us to put our family back together will be him finding a job back here, which is true...I agreed.
after we had breakfast and i returned to work, he called, asked if we could have d birthday party on the day he is back in town, so we could do it as a family. I said that would work.
then he called later in the afternoon. which I missed, he didnt leave a voiemail, so i really didnt know what he wanted, then late in the evening he phoned again, we talked for a long time, he said he wants more than then anything to put us back together. I just listened... he said he would sleep on the couch for the next 10 yrs if that is what it took... I told him him no way!! I turned it into a joke, and we laughed... we wished me a good night, and said we would speak soon...
I do not have my expectations high, I am just going to let him come to me...he seems to want to pursue me, so I will let him, I am not ready to run back into his arms, but I am ready to try. I love this man, my family and I understand him more than I used to.. I also understand myself more.
wish me luck...
m 41 h 44 d 17 (prev marriage) d 9 Never give up!!!!!
