The constant balance needed for the high wire act of a LBS is so difficult for me.
I try to keep being the best me I can be and accept whatever happens and I would suggest the same to you but obviously it's easier said than done.
It's maddening to analyze little signs that our S gives us and think that it could be a sign they want to move forward w/ us or a sign that they want to move forward w/ D.
We have no control of what they do but we do have our personal power and dignity and hopefully we can remain positive in knowing that as bad and hard as this is that we are becoming better people for it.
You are not alone my friend, best of luck to you!!
