Sandi was right and I should have listened. Last night W could tell I wasn't happy and asked me about dancing and I said that I'd had a bad day thinking about it. Then she said that she had called the OM today and that she feels it is unresolved and she doesn't know how she feels about that PA. She said that she didn't sleep with him, but wanted to. Our M W said that she knows that she doesn't want to try anymore as she can't see us getting passed this and that she doesn't want to hurt me anymore. She said that she'll help me get through the last 2 months at UNI (which I'm so behind - because of how I feel & the R), go on the holiday with the kids and me to Florida. But that it's over and she's so sorry.
I can't stop crying, I've never felt so low and so unloved and I don't know how I'm going to keep things together. I'm in a really bad place right now, please help me.
Me 34 W 32 D 9 S 6 M: 9 years T: 12 Bomb: 02/11/12 EA/PA: 12/17/11 - ongoing Moved out: Oct 2012 Joint Filed for D: 2/11/13
