Thanks y'all. I am in a very good place right now. I am so detached now, and happy for that. Nothing worse than wishing for things that ain't gonna happen. I see no future now, with my H. And, I have no intention in marrying again. Just going to have fun, living how I want to live. Taking it one day at a time ... cliche statement, perhaps, but true.
The poem was written drawing from my M experiences, but I didn't feel sad writing it. I find that once I'm past negative experiences, then I can write about it, creatively speaking (I sure can write about it here while going through it). I have to just work through it.
Ditto on the good thoughts ... returning them doubly.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim