Barely, I get what you are saying. Only being into this for 2 months, today after finding great apt. I felt like a weight had been lifted, felt an ounce of hope (maybe I should change my name on here). Transitions have always been hard for me. When I had my son, no anthestia, that point right before pushing and you want to kill your husband, well I feel like I'm moving thru this. Your story gives me hope. Wish my kids were closer, my son 27 in Seattle, my d. 34 in NYC. Been burning up the cell minutes! Take care and thanks for checking on me.
