Together Since We Were 15...Now Piecing

[Jenna333]

The therapist was surprised by my anger and interrupting at the last session. I hadn't displayed any of that in the previous 3 sessions. Something snapped in me last weekend after he screwed up 2 nights in a row and told me he didn't respect me. That angry person was the old me, not who I am now. I don't talk down to him, I don't control him. Going out drinking all the time is NOT ok. He had quite a drinking problem for many years.

I'm reigning my old habits back in. They're not here to stay. I'm not saying I'm doing everything right, but I think I started reverting back to my old ways after he continually disrespected me and treated me how he used to treat me. I started to feel completely fed up and done.

We hardly saw each other today, but we're doing ok. He has jealousy/insecurity issues as well. I only saw him for 15mins today (not counting this morning before I left). When I got home, he was acting withdrawn. He finally told me that he was worried if be meeting a bunch of attractive doctors at the medical co freebie, but he wasn't going to say anything because he knows how ridiculous that is.

It's exhausting to think about, but we'll get through this. We need to trust each other. I think deep down we both believe that the other wouldn't cheat. We just need to remember that when we falter in our thinking.