well, saw h for first time in a wk today, they have to come to my work every 2 wks; so i made sure i looked pretty nice - a little more than normal.
well, they greeted me with a hug and you look nice, after which i left and did not see them again. although once i walked off they did go to my area to look for me, but as i stated, i went somewhere else and h could not hang around as they had a meeting to attend.
i am told by someone who knows (not like my office does not -they know something is wrong just not what) that as an outsider looking in one could not tell there were any issues between me and h - not sure if this is a good or bad thing.
anyway, h just spent approx 100 dollars at the health store, guess trying to be you comes at a price - whether its aches and pains or trying to stay in some sense of shape - not sure what. the things i see/know are happening just lead me to wonder what could these people be thinking and can it really last that long before the light comes on and you realize a mistake has been made?
well, tonight am going to free dinner where my s just started to work, so it should be a nice evening out:)
