Adinva - Simple, one word answer: NO.

There is nothing I can do to argue against your point. You are dead on, as is everyone else who has adviced me to drop my anger.

I know I need to and I want to. I have to.
I need to get to the bottom of WHY is it so hard for me to let go of it right now. What purpose is it serving me?

I need to get out of this dark, rotten place I have been in for the last month. I need to stop spiraling out of control.

I intellectually know that my attitude and actions are wrong. Why am I still doing this???

Thank you for your post and reality check.


Me & H: 44
D7, D6, S3
Together: 20y, M: 17y
EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10
EA becomes PA: Spring 2011
H filed for D: 09/06/12
D Negotiating began 2/15
OW seemingly gone on 3/15
Still negotiating D