There is nothing I can do to argue against your point. You are dead on, as is everyone else who has adviced me to drop my anger.
I know I need to and I want to. I have to. I need to get to the bottom of WHY is it so hard for me to let go of it right now. What purpose is it serving me?
I need to get out of this dark, rotten place I have been in for the last month. I need to stop spiraling out of control.
I intellectually know that my attitude and actions are wrong. Why am I still doing this???
Thank you for your post and reality check.
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D